Believe in this…
If I ever said you mean something to me, just know I meant it. I don’t play games when all they do is make life complicated. If you are happy then that makes me happy. If you are sad it makes me sad. I look to the future and in a couple of months it will come back to the point where everything I’ve felt for years for one person will have to disappear along with them. And although I try to keep this in the back of my mind, it exists in my thoughts. Oh so damn haunting. It keeps me awake at night until 4 in the morning. When I wake up and find myself exhausted. Exhausted, with my eyes burning from the lack of sleep and emotionally drained and irritated with those around me.
I wish life was perfect, but it will never be perfect.
I love my family, my friends, and that one person.
I love being me and my life, i just wish the future with that one person was permanent.
